diary of a dysfunctional doll

heavy lifting

03.03.05 (6:01 pm)

day 21

dear lord i'm exhausted. i took the boy out shopping today. apparently i fixed the tire the other day, cause it still isn't flat! yay! so anyway, we went back to evil walmart, and i bought afew more of the sippy cups he liked best. he actually liked most of the ones i bought last time, *shock & supprise*. but as always there was one that he was especially partial to, so i went back today to clean them out of all the ones they had like it, lol. thank goodness he liked the cheep one. anyway, after that, we went grocery shopping. i decided i would try something new since he hates the baby food meats and the pre-packaged meat dinner mixes. i had been trying to mix the meats with veggies, to no avail. so i went back to the single meats and tried mixing them with fruit, and he actually ate it without any fuss. will wonders never cease? so we picked up some baby food, and more tv dinners from me, and then came home. no big adventure or anything. it did make me realize how compleatly my social skills have deteriorated.. i think i talked to the cashier (and afew people in line) way more than was necisary to just be polite. i found myself mumbling to myself on more than one occasion, and i'm pretty sure anyone else within earshot thought i had lost my mind. i tried to play it off like i was talking to the boy, but i don't think anyone bought it. whatever. i'm happy, i restocked the house enough that i can go atleast another 2 weeks living like a hermit before i'll have to venture out again. its just as well. between the bags and the baby i think my back is broken, my legs and feet are killin me, and i'm pretty sure i pulled a muscle in my shoulder lifting nate (in his carseat) in and out of the car. ugh. i'm falling apart.

law and order: trial by jury is premiering right now. i'm gonna go watch it. i don't know how good its gonna be but i'm intrested to see the final preformances of jerry orabach, cause he's the whole reason i ever liked law and order to start with.

posted by: FinalyFree
post date: 03.03.05 (7:34 pm)

You just completely crack me up! lol It's like going back in time when I read your blog. Just try to enjoy the baby now because I'm telling you they grow SO fast!!

posted by: dysfunction1018
post date: 03.03.05 (8:50 pm)

Reply to: FinalyFree
i know! he is great, but i swear, he's about as heavy as he is wonderful! i was looking at pictures of him when he was born the other day, he was so tiny! now hes huge! i wish i hadn't been so sleep deprived so i could have enjoyed him more then.

posted by: bringer
post date: 03.03.05 (11:21 pm)

Nice layout. A little pink for me personally, but nice none the less.

posted by: FinalyFree
post date: 03.04.05 (9:03 pm)

Reply to: dysfunction1018

LOL..that sleep deprivation has robbed alot of us of baby memories.

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